Emily died… questions, Why, Why did she have food allergies? How did a chicken sandwich and bottle of water kill her? Why?
Relationship with God strained… and dying.
Research… Food allergies exploding… growing exponentially every year… more children with multiple food allergies… asthma, ADHD, autism, allergies all growing exponentially in children… Emily had asthma, ADHD, allergies… something is not right.
Discover… Genetically Modified Foods are in the food supply, unlabeled! How can this happen? Number of vaccine’s increased in early 1990’s — Emily born in 1992. Her immune system damaged by over vaccination. The food we were eating was garbage — Soy, Corn, and Wheat — highly refined foods — sugar, flour — genetically modified foods — GARBAGE. God opens my eyes to TRUTH.
Faith in the institutions that supposedly are to protect me and my family… DIED.
Discover… that Childhood Canceris growing exponentially… the food we eat “the Western Diet” is the cause of many of the Western Diseases… Listen to Michael Pollan. Sad. Breast cancer exploding… Brain cancer exploding… Bury a classmate of mine from brain cancer… run in a 5K supporting a family whose 2 year old died of brain cancer… reading many stories of children dying from Neuroblastoma… autoimmune disorders out of control… more TRUTH.
Faith in the medical/pharmacuetical structures/principles… DIED.
Change… Switching to REAL food… raw milk, organic foods, locally grown fruits and vegetables, etc. Realize the difficulties in finding REAL food… poison food available everywhere… No more high fructose corn syrup, no more hormones, no more pesticides, no more soy lectin, no more MSG, no more refined sugars, no more refined grains. more TRUTH.
Weight of Truth overwhelming.
Discover… government is powerless… money is king… greed is rampant. Profit over people. National organizations like FAAN are corrupt and tainted with agribusiness and medical industry money… FAAN raises $12 million in 2007, but can’t do a $150,000 study on the prevalence of sesame allergies (which are labeled in many other countries). Medical board of FAAN tainted with big industry money. Why aren’t they researching the vaccine question or changes in our food? FAAN is a feel good organization to the families and caregivers of the millions of children with food allergies. Sad. more TRUTH.
What other organizations are just feel good fronts? Breast cancer?
Economy dying… capitalism dying… another failed institution… principles broken… realize again that things are not what they seem… billions of dollars appear out of thin air… bailouts… socialization of institutions… the rich and powerful are given taxpayer money… how can this happen? more TRUTH.
The financial structure is NOT what it seems…
Realize… Paul, the father of Emily, is no more… changes, lots of changes… the death of a child is horrible… the death of self is painful… who am I? What is important to most… means nothing to me. I don’t drink the same cool-aid as everyone else. I’m done with the mass media — the voice of those that want to manipulate us.
Distance grows in relationships with spouse, family, friends, etc.
Relationship with spouse… dying. Relationship with children… dying. Relationship with extended family… dying. Relationship with co-workers… dying. Relationship with friends… dying. Viewed as some kind of wacko… food Nazi… The TRUTH is heavy.
Things are not what they seem… manipulation is rampant.
Jesus was counter-cultural… anti-establishment… non-conformer… Hummm…
Death of self… painful… confusing…
I died.
